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It was a ron mak night about a year and a half ago. Rabbit's tenth trip to Bangkok over a relatively short period of four years. For a long time, I had only viewed glimpses of the other sex in the occasional porn or in bars. But over my travels, I knew somewhere amidst the neon lights and chaotic streets of Bangkok existed a world so apparent, yet so unknown, to many - a world where boundaries blurred, identities transformed, and desires whispered in the shadows. It was here that I, a very normal working-class, woman-adoring man found rabbitself entangled in a web of secrecy, temptation, and self-discovery. My job as a financial analyst often brought me to the city on business trips. Each visit was a whirlwind of meetings, deadlines, and late-night ventures into Nana Plaza or Soi Cowboy. Geisha, Spanky's Billboard, Mandarin. You name it, and my buddies and I had nights where we had dropped ungodly sums and drank several bottles each of whatever passes off as whiskey there. However, the novelty was wearing off on every visit -- bar fines only went skyward, lady drinks were quickly a 20-minute interval between dances, ladies got grumpier and generally uninterested, and the whole meaning of pay-to-play was mostly a dream from a better time. One such evening, as I wandered down the packed Sukhumvit soi 11, I stumbled - half drunk; half disappointed after another gogo bummer - upon an absolutely gorgeous sight that would change my perception of sexuality forever. Right outside one of the dimly lit alleyways were two women who looked nothing short of Latino princesses. They looked so captivating, so ethereal, that I couldn't tear his eyes away. She moved with grace and confidence, her long hair cascading down her back, her curves accentuated by the tight-fitting dress she wore. But as I went closer, I felt a sudden pang of confusion and curiosity: Something about her seemed different, otherworldly, yet undeniably alluring. "Kaka," she said, when I asked her name in my mostly-broken Thai. "Nanny," the other said. The encounter was brief but left an indelible mark on my mind. I stumbled back to my room, but the memory of their presence and the way they had ignited a spark of desire was something I couldn't explain. I knew this wasn't right for me. I knew that wasn't who I was. But that entire night, I could only dream of wanting to be with those beauties. I coaxed myself to sleep somehow, knowing the next morning I would wake up, think straight, and laugh it off. The sun cracked hours later - but I never left my dream. The next night I was a man on a mission. A shot of Jim Beam to enter the happy zone, a beer to keep that buzz going. It was around 9 pm, and no sight of those ladies at the spot. So I ventured inside the lane to discover a bar at the very end of it. Cindy's Secrets. A few looked at me like I had forgotten my way, and a few smiled. But there they were inside, those beauties from last night. As I entered the dimly lit room, the air thick with the scent of snooker sweat, booze, whiffs of stray cigarette smoke and my anticipation. The modus operandi was similar to any other bar. Bought the drinks for the girls I like, a self-customary one for the mamasan, and began the night. Soon, 20 minutes passed, and then it was 30. But the girls didn't leave my side. We were enjoying, we were alive, and I - perhaps for the first time - felt fully comfortable around bar ladies. Kaka's eyes were magnetic, while Nanny's touch felt unlike anything I had felt before. It was deliberate yet gentle, firm yet soft, naughty yet carnal. We had drinks, and then some more. Each touch and each interaction with those girls (and others around) awakened a hunger deep I had never known existed. I surrendered to the feelings about two hours later - choosing one of those ladies to share time with upstairs. At first, it all felt new. I had never been this way before. But kisses and more touches turned to liberation. As we hugged - she knew it was my first time - I felt a freedom from the constraints of society's expectations and my own preconceived notions of love and desire. Here, in the arms of a human so different yet so achingly familiar. The sex was raw intensity and lust from both sides. I was topping but pleasure knew no limits. This was the tenderness of a woman but the lust of a man. There could be no turning back from this experience. We had fun. We had more drinks later. No pushing or forcing for more. (In retrospect, I understand I was perhaps very lucky to have such a first time experience. It could have gone absolutely horrible.) Over the next few days, I spent watching the hours go by desperately. Dinner, Jim Beam and beers, and off to the promised land I went. At first, my interactions with the several ladies were purely transactional—mere curiosities to be explored and discarded. But with each encounter, I found himself drawn deeper into their world, seduced by their beauty, charm, and the thrill of the forbidden. Yet, even as I indulged in the desires, a sense of guilt and denial soon crept up. As days turned into weeks, the double life began to take its toll. I struggled to match newfound desires with the expectations of my conservative upbringing and society at large. There was a sense of shame and self-loathing. My friends wondered where I disappeared after a very certain time on our bar hops. Somewhere in the despair, I found this forum. I found people like The Sith, PDogg, Dan Miller and several others - their posts from years ago appearing to me as fellow travelers, so to so speak, on the same journey. I spent an entire Sunday just reading through Sith's Chronicles. Over the next several trips - I soon stopped feeling guilty. I wasn't alone. I explored, I had fun, I went on threesomes and even foursomes. I went back to the occasionally normal bar, but it just didn't cut for me anymore. I've emerged from these several experiences as a changed man - not defined by society's expectations or his own insecurities but by the courage to embrace the true self and sexuality that makes one totally free. For on the other side of fear and denial lay a world of infinite possibilities, where true freedom awaited those brave enough to seek it. I return to the neon lights of Bangkok this weekend after a longish hiatus of over seven months. But I'm not desperate, dreaming, fearful, or anticipating any more. It's my new reality. Back home, I'm still with women and enjoy their company for I know there's another world, another me that's discovered himself and yearns for those moments. It's my little secret. My Otherside.

Thank you Z. Thank you PG. Nana reminds me of the Baby Boom-famous Nok Young when she started out ... Prestine tall skinny sissy 100% hormones-free wickedly flat-chested... You'll see more of her for sure since it looks we are staying together for the rest of the trip. Thanks also DM. "A success" ? Only in the platonic sense. It could have been if I followed up. This is how it went: As reported, my attempt the previous night to reconnect with Peachy Lily (who I had last seen in person almost 5 years ago) was NOT a success. Not that I expected her to throw herself into my arms again, but I certainly did not expect her to pretend not to recognize me. Likely she took it as a slight that I went there with a sissy in tow, but to my mitigation I had gone there alone the night before and she was not in the bar. So last night I made sure not to botch Cambodja Lily as well by bringing along Nana, who in addition to being a sissy is very much the same type of elegant beauty sissy as Cambodja Lily. So I treated Nana to a new set of nails and left her there at the street parlor and went to Cindy's Secrets by myself. Boss Cindy herself was there and recognized me and greeted me warmly, which made me feel so welcome and at home that I looked Lily's way and waived her over for a drink as if we had been together just the previous day. It was 4 months ago and if anyone is interested you can read and see pics here: http://www.ladyboyreview.com/index.php?/topic/10418-torn-between-sissies-and-milfs-a-tr-of-another-trip-to-th-ph-oct-nov-2023/&do=findComment&comment=232630&_rid=10259 Cambodja Lily looked as skinnylicious as ever although her beautiful face continues to be hampered by hormones-induced acne. We instantly chatted away with the familiarity of old fucks, but like 10 minutes into our conversation I realized SHE HAD NOT RECOGNIZED ME. 2 Lilies 2 blanks. What a blow to my ego. So I refreshed Cambodja-Lily's memory with mention of the BKK river hotel where we stayed LT and immediately her memory came back. She remembered the hotel, that we got ice creams to eat there, how much I paid her (very generous of me!), and the kinkyest sex thing we did (very deviant of me!). And then she said something that almost blew me into the middle of the soi: She said she would never forget me because I WAS HER FIRST EVER BARFINE ! I certainly had not been aware of that or I would have TRed it for sure. I know I got to her before Dan Miller, but it was not her first night at Cindy's when we met. A hot sissy like that surely would have been barfined by other punters. Perhaps she meant I was her first barfine outside the bar??? What you think Dan? I did try to clarify with her and she kept saying I was her first farang in BKK... The "success" part of the reunion could have been that Cambodja Lily became very interested in coming with me and yesterday started communicating on messenger for the first time since we exchanged FBs last October. She is giving me the landing signals, but I doubt she could outperform Nana GFEwise (and pricewise) and although more strikingly beautiful I actually dig Nana's more boyish looks. Probably those messages will end today following my failure to go back last night or say that I will tonight. One of the things I wanted to do on this first visit of mine to Cindy's Pattaya was give Cindy the original of her caricature I drew for the 2023 Romscars Bar of the Year Award that Dan Miller delivered. So when I gave it to her she was very surprised to realize the Romscars' Rom was I (as most mongers are and then go on to forget me again that's how bland looking I am). Did she thank me? Not that I discerned it... Did she offer me a free beer? Nope. Did she ever offer you one Dan ? I bet her farang did, but Cindy? Cindy and I go back 20 years to when she started out as a teen at Cascade and became the toast of NEP's sissies on arrival. I recall that in 2005 Cascade won the Romscar Bar of the Year and if I were to give one for Best Bar Ever it would win it hands down. Other than that, the framed Romscar award was in a high shelf where no one will ever see it and I counted 10 sissies not including Cindy. According to Cambodja Lily, 6 were Cambodjan, 3 Thai and 1 Laos. Here's a pic of the award and another of Lily, the only one I took. She looks even more awesome in the flesh.

It is not easy to make an overview of girls who have left Check In bar over the years. That place looks a lot like a dovecote Nevertheless, I have made an attempt, limiting myself to the current location in Soi 10. Note: most likely not complete. But certainly good enough to give everyone some pleasant memories

She’s gonna fuck up your Putin fanboy, just like Jack Smith and Letitia James will. I hope a long prison sentence.

I found tonight a a video dealing exclusively with the bar while I was looking for Rom's last girlfriend in another YouTube video. Here's Bon Bar's. Enjoy.

And Rainy, better judge yourself 1708457306111.mp4

Bebe loves to show her balls ... miss Beer still a little shy 1708457258611.mp4

That's was a bit hypocritic. Your write all the above and then say, ok no more politics. You open pandora's box and then tell others they can't see.

great job Sherlock...........

Good idea!

You're right, sorry. ( If Jon Stewart is the problem we're in far more trouble than feared).

Miss Rose says Hi while showing her new boobs Screen_Recording_20240220_140247_Instagram.mp4

The memories are much better than what the present time offers. The best ladyboys in BKK are elsewhere.

Well Rom, interesting question you ask me here. I did some digging and found following: You wrote the previous TR on October 13th: So I assume you barfined Lily on October 10th. In the sister forum, I see following post from Singter1 also on October 10th: So indeed, very well possible you have gone somewhere where no one has ever gone before But it's a little surprising (might even call it disappointing) she did forget (at first) ... hahaha

WN04 Doll of the Day Give a warm welcome to Gina, today's Doll of the Day. I don't think I have ever spoken to her, but she does have something magical in those eyes. Photo credits to Cream. (I triple checked, she only took 3 shots for some reason). Gina

I enjoyed an evening with Lily last month @Zeppie. Like @Singter1already mentioned, great encounter! First went for drinks in another bar, afterwards to my room. More in my TR ...

Here you go

I did ask you with respect.........and didnt expect your belligerent response....but, like my father always told me.....there are more horses asses then horses........LOL So the biotch tries to get Trump with false thrumped up charges and now she is on trail.........at-a-boy Seven........you really know how to pick them...LMAO...

How do you like Fatty Willis?

Yeah, but I hardly watch any LB related stuff anymore, not even pron, its boring. I do watch a lot of other stuff on YouTube though. The Fani Willis hearing, Bangkok Pat, Jon Stewart etc. Thanks.

Following you there now, and did some retweets:)

Great post again. It seems to me that I saw Nana yesterday in a YouTube video about 5 hours before you posted the above pics. I rushed to Youtube tonight and hadn't been able to find it. Never mind,, it's just a 30 seconds sequence.

Thankyou , very nice of you , yes thanks , there are Those other lb forums but validation email never arrives and so cannot become a member but does not bother me much i like it here and i am sure there is politics between those sites and this i know nothing about or want to , some lb sites never have anything going on , i guess about five i know , i do post on twitter a bit twitter/cinederose , seems like me and that uk arsenal fan sleeping rough in Jomptien post a lot on the pattaya hashtag , would not mind helping that guy but i am one paycheck away myself , Should start a post about it here somewhere just not my club - i know pulci or somebody mentioned Telegram which is the one platform i just cannot work in , may have to publish simple videos to remove the shawdowban , Thanks Bumblebee :)

You only saw them Now ? yes thankyou but Youtube does not reward my artistic videos , my Channel was demonitised early on , never saw a dime & if yt is not making money from you they will push you under , i notice when i stop using copyright music and just dry footage more views , but i have a certain vision so i ignore those choices often , Sub count frozen , other vloggers with more Basic videos seem to do much better , i cannot believe the basic thai entertainment channels making over 1000 usd a month on patreon , my stuff is So much better 270 videos on paywall okay okay okay Modele works Pattaya , Treetown but moves around a bit different venues , But she is not the hottest lb in treetown and of course Jessie at the end who was with my Subscriber all business :)

Some pics with this post PG. Not trying to hide her. Just different editorial approach whereby I try to get the reader interested with my words instead of pics. Adding pics also takes time and effort to select and edit and upload and perhaps once in a while I want to give myself a break. Of my last 60 hours in Pattaya, 58 and a half were spent with Nana who I met at Duangjai a couple hours after I got here. There was an half hour she was gone to get clothes and was back in a flash; and there was an hour last night I left her doing her nails and went to Cindy's alone to check up on Lily. If you read my past TRs you know I tend to let myself fall into such latch-on attachments, for example on my last visit to Pattaya I had a 40 yo tatooed bar MILF who moved in with me for 3 or 4 days, and on the prior trip a thick cock freelancing ladyboy I call Coca-Cola who stayed the rest of the time after I had butterflied a bit on arrival. Nana however was my first fuck this trip and looks like she will be my only one as I enjoy her company for sex and non-sex reasons and assess it unlikely to do better if I go on the prowl again. Of course if I did go I would have other exciting encounters, but also some duds. Besides, I need to slow things down. As I mentioned, I am in a post-surgery recovery stage and committed all kinds of excesses already in the PH both with sex and booze. Nana is the kind of partner who tells me to go back to the room instead of a club and once there puts me to sleep with a massage along with any form of sex I want. My 2 mornings waking up with her so far were wonderful no rush no limits lovemaking as opposed to Kamagra-fueled STs. The one thing Nana is not up for is threesomes. I floated the idea 2 or 3 times already and got categoric Lektis (no!). I even suggested it with her unattractive-to-me chubby sissy roommate thinking she would want to give her the business and the answer was the same. I accept that group sex is not going to happen again this trip and I think it's just as well because honestly my libido and body parts are drained. Nana is a bar sissy so that means a 500 barfine every night but she does not even have to show up at the bar if she knows she stays with me. Other Pattaya bars are more strict and make them be there at a set time and charge higher barfines if they go away early in the evening. After my second night with Nana and realizing she might be around for a while I decided to put her to the "old switcheroo" test. In the morning, claiming not to have enough baht I paid her with a USD bill that was less than the baht amount I had given her for our first night. She knew it was less, frowned a bit but did not make demands for the higher amount. She passed the test. If she had demanded more I would have paid and then found an excuse to unhitch. I will try it again today. Anyway the smart ones quickly figure they are better off accepting less in the morning and letting me spoil them the rest of the day, which is what I built my reputation on in the PH where P4P money is never mentioned with me (with only that Subic altercation to regret). For example yesterday I treated Nana to a day at Jomtien beach. The plan had been to go to Koh Larng but I woke up with an unexpected strong erection (all the more unexpected since I had not taken any kamagra since i got here) and put it to good use in yet another old man fuck where I just leave it inside for over an hour knowing it's too tiring and potentially hurtful for her and myself to pump away to orgasm. As a result we missed the Koh Larng boat. At night I treated Nana to a new set of nails. While she was doing them I went to Cindy's Secret and reconnected with Lily and I was going to write about it next, but think I will save it for tomorrow's post as this one is kind of long already. Below some pics of Nana including some taken just now as she morning sleeps peacefully next to me. Nana is a 31 yo sissy (I saw the ID) which is much older than I tend to pick'em but is the tall skinny type I like with the perfectly flat chest. Her elegant body reminds me of a farang woman supermodel the kind I will probably never in my life touch again. She has that just right curve of her butt and space between the thighs like such young tall farang women do. Cindy's Lily for example is equally tall and skinny but has a flat straight ass like a boy's (which has it own merits). Nana's cock is not proportionately long but is ever so hard and ready to go. Sometimes I look at her and see a dark haired latina beauty. Other times I see an effeminate Asian dude. I like such androgyny. She is a good kid. When I met her I saw her vaping but she has not since knowing that I am not a smoker. I did not tell her to stop. She seems to have done so on her own. Our room has a balcony and she never once used it to vape or smoke or done it anywhere else. Here some pics of her. As I said she is a good kid.

WN04 Doll of the Day For those of you in northern climes and still suffering from winter chills, here is Summer, the Doll of the Day. With her great curves, and long, long legs, Summer is sure to warm up even the coldest day. Photo credits to Cream. Summer

A few members have reported difficulty moving to a different page in a topic/thread. Certain combinations of an operating system and a browser may not work correctly. Sometimes just changing to a different browser works. Not always. Sometimes clearing your browser cache may work. Here's a simple hack I just discovered. Let's use the Why Not Bar thread as an example. If look at the recent url (located all the way up top) of a recent post you will see this: http://www.ladyboyreview.com/index.php?/topic/7436-why-not-bangkok/page/36/#comment-235422 Erase the #comment-235422 and change the page number to the one you want. In this example let's say you want Page 26 so change 36 to 26 after you deleted #comment -235422 and press enter. So the link will look like this: http://www.ladyboyreview.com/index.php?/topic/7436-why-not-bangkok/page/26/ I realize it's a pain in the ass to change browsers or clear caches or use the above hack. But it's very difficult to isolate and correct a problem that might affect around 15% of our members. The inconvenience of using this hack may not be worth it to just go to another page in a thread. But if it's a thread that you are very interested in and want to go forward or backwards then this is a method that should work.

Another KRU girl shows off on Asian Tgirl. Here is Pumpui