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  1. This threw me a bit last night. It's a pity the clip does not show 'him' (he uses a male name so I'm guessing he identifies as a male) talking, his speaking voice was so convincing I thought it was a woman at first. James Byron. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0iCx6snENns - can't work out how to embed video here this morning.
  2. Is the shirt simply expressing your sexual preferences? GIMP is a good free image editor that has lots of different pixelation options m8.
  3. Just enough English to be able to communicate somewhat effectively I suppose. I remember taking a very talkative girl who spoke fluent English for a long time once - I thought it was a refreshing change for about an hour and then spent the rest of the time just wishing she would shut the fuck up lol.
  4. Some really nice ... er ... 'girls' here. :) The one in pink in post 820 is photoshopped though, she's a GG pornstar.
  5. Once again, great bar and great girls. Much respect to Linda for how she looked after me when I was taken ill, she really is a sweet girl.
  6. Apart from ladyboy porn I suppose it's mainly black girls with big tits (Maserati etc) although sometimes I've been know to combine the two and watch some Bigdickbitch. Geez, I so need a holiday! Four days to go ....
  7. Well the world's certainly a better place for me when I swallow, gives me the warm contented feeling of being a slut.
  8. You're analyzing things way to much and seem determined to talk yourself out of it no matter what. I was going to talk about the figures you quoted but I honestly don't think it will make a difference what anyone says. I sincerely hope you can get over this at some point and just enjoy yourself.
  9. Glad to hear it and thanks for sharing that story. I still stand by the opinion that meeting some forum members would help and hey, some of us do 'think too mutt'. I've lost count of the number of times I've been told that by Thai girls.
  10. Hi Jay, As I'm sure you'll agree it's all to do with your personal state of mind. Everyone is different in this respect (including the writers of the trip reports you have been reading) and each has their own version of their desires, morals, self-image and overall outlook on life etc. Some members no doubt shared similar thoughts as you and found their own ways to manage these feelings or change their perspective. The bravado displayed at times by many of us is only one part of the story. Now, P4P certainly isn't for everyone but the simple fact that you use phrases such as "I’d love to be able to" and " I envy guys who can .." show that you have a strong desire to at least try it. I feel that only by trying it out (and not just once as this will not give your feelings towards it enough time to have a chance to adjust) will you ever know if it is for you. I myself initially had problems with getting my head around what I was doing in Pattaya. The fact that the girls can be so pleasant and treat you as though they really like you was very enjoyable but in the morning when it came to paying them before they left made me see the previous night's fun for what it was and at times this made me feel really down. The more I liked the girl the worse this feeling was. Over time things have gotten easier and now I can enjoy most encounters for what they are. I still haven't completely adjusted as every trip is still an emotional rollercoaster. My outlook is that everything evens out in the end. If we want really good times then we have to accept the bad times as well. I first went to Thailand little more than two years ago and I've just bought the flights for my sixth trip so that should show how I feel overall. Yes, at times I've hit a few lows but I can honestly say that I've had some of the best times in my life in Pattaya, done things I would previously never have dreamt of and met some really nice people who were doing the same thing and at times going through some of the same issues. Given your level of interest then I feel you really owe it to yourself to at least try it for a while otherwise you'll always be wondering 'What if ..?". Maybe a good idea would be to start with a massage. That way you would be spending time with the girl on a professional basis (yet still with physical contact which most likely would arouse you) then when extras are offered it may be easier to take that step. If that goes alright then next might be a short time. If you used Soi 6 then you would be able to simply pick a girl and do the buisiness without too much interaction beforehand - that way you could clearly see it as just a service the girl was supplying. Having said this, I realise the subject of first steps is most importantly based on your feelings so your ideas may be totally different. Whatever you feel most comfortable with will be right for you. Whew, am I still talking? OK, I'll shut up for now. Whatever you decide, if you ever have the chance then meet up with some board members for a drink. You might be suprised how normal we are and this should help change your perspective of the scene a little.
  11. I arrived at the party after the events had finished but still managed to get my sausage eaten in the bar
  12. It was the perfect end to a great day, so good to see so many familiar faces all in the same bar.
  13. *saves the above picture for all the wrong reasons* lol.
  14. "Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go I wanna be sedated Nothin' to do and nowhere to go-o-oh I wanna be sedated Just get me to the airport put me on a plane Hurry hurry hurry before I go insane I can't control my fingers I can't control my brain Oh no oh no oh oh"
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