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This threw me a bit last night. It's a pity the clip does not show 'him' (he uses a male name so I'm guessing he identifies as a male) talking, his speaking voice was so convincing I thought it was a woman at first. James Byron. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0iCx6snENns - can't work out how to embed video here this morning.

Is the shirt simply expressing your sexual preferences? GIMP is a good free image editor that has lots of different pixelation options m8.

Just enough English to be able to communicate somewhat effectively I suppose. I remember taking a very talkative girl who spoke fluent English for a long time once - I thought it was a refreshing change for about an hour and then spent the rest of the time just wishing she would shut the fuck up lol.

Some really nice ... er ... 'girls' here. :) The one in pink in post 820 is photoshopped though, she's a GG pornstar.

Once again, great bar and great girls. Much respect to Linda for how she looked after me when I was taken ill, she really is a sweet girl.

Lol

Apart from ladyboy porn I suppose it's mainly black girls with big tits (Maserati etc) although sometimes I've been know to combine the two and watch some Bigdickbitch. Geez, I so need a holiday! Four days to go ....

I'd have to agree with this choice, I was having a discussion about my favourite songs last night and this one came up.

Well the world's certainly a better place for me when I swallow, gives me the warm contented feeling of being a slut.

Thanks for mentioning this film, I was completely unaware of it and after reading you post I watched it last night. It's a stunning and beautiful film and I was unable to take my eyes off the screen all the way through. I saw a similar film a few years ago (Kooyanisqatsi) and after watching Samsara last night I downloaded this again and other films I could find in this genre. So, if anyone is wanting more of the same after watching Samsara then try these out. Directed by Ron Fricke who also did Samsara Baraka Directed by Godfrey Reggio ... Kooyanisqatsi Naqoyqatsi Powaqqatsi

I just watched this video on Youtube and found it an interesting take on the subject of sexuality. She makes reference to the Kinsey scale which as you are probably aware suggests that sexuality is not a binary choice. The part I found most interesting is that she goes on to discuss a similar scale for gender, which is something I'd never thought about much before but makes sense. http://youtu.be/JxNgR8dkVQc

You're analyzing things way to much and seem determined to talk yourself out of it no matter what. I was going to talk about the figures you quoted but I honestly don't think it will make a difference what anyone says. I sincerely hope you can get over this at some point and just enjoy yourself.

Glad to hear it and thanks for sharing that story. I still stand by the opinion that meeting some forum members would help and hey, some of us do 'think too mutt'. I've lost count of the number of times I've been told that by Thai girls.

Hi Jay, As I'm sure you'll agree it's all to do with your personal state of mind. Everyone is different in this respect (including the writers of the trip reports you have been reading) and each has their own version of their desires, morals, self-image and overall outlook on life etc. Some members no doubt shared similar thoughts as you and found their own ways to manage these feelings or change their perspective. The bravado displayed at times by many of us is only one part of the story. Now, P4P certainly isn't for everyone but the simple fact that you use phrases such as "I’d love to be able to" and " I envy guys who can .." show that you have a strong desire to at least try it. I feel that only by trying it out (and not just once as this will not give your feelings towards it enough time to have a chance to adjust) will you ever know if it is for you. I myself initially had problems with getting my head around what I was doing in Pattaya. The fact that the girls can be so pleasant and treat you as though they really like you was very enjoyable but in the morning when it came to paying them before they left made me see the previous night's fun for what it was and at times this made me feel really down. The more I liked the girl the worse this feeling was. Over time things have gotten easier and now I can enjoy most encounters for what they are. I still haven't completely adjusted as every trip is still an emotional rollercoaster. My outlook is that everything evens out in the end. If we want really good times then we have to accept the bad times as well. I first went to Thailand little more than two years ago and I've just bought the flights for my sixth trip so that should show how I feel overall. Yes, at times I've hit a few lows but I can honestly say that I've had some of the best times in my life in Pattaya, done things I would previously never have dreamt of and met some really nice people who were doing the same thing and at times going through some of the same issues. Given your level of interest then I feel you really owe it to yourself to at least try it for a while otherwise you'll always be wondering 'What if ..?". Maybe a good idea would be to start with a massage. That way you would be spending time with the girl on a professional basis (yet still with physical contact which most likely would arouse you) then when extras are offered it may be easier to take that step. If that goes alright then next might be a short time. If you used Soi 6 then you would be able to simply pick a girl and do the buisiness without too much interaction beforehand - that way you could clearly see it as just a service the girl was supplying. Having said this, I realise the subject of first steps is most importantly based on your feelings so your ideas may be totally different. Whatever you feel most comfortable with will be right for you. Whew, am I still talking? OK, I'll shut up for now. Whatever you decide, if you ever have the chance then meet up with some board members for a drink. You might be suprised how normal we are and this should help change your perspective of the scene a little.

I arrived at the party after the events had finished but still managed to get my sausage eaten in the bar

It was the perfect end to a great day, so good to see so many familiar faces all in the same bar.

*saves the above picture for all the wrong reasons* lol.

"Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go I wanna be sedated Nothin' to do and nowhere to go-o-oh I wanna be sedated Just get me to the airport put me on a plane Hurry hurry hurry before I go insane I can't control my fingers I can't control my brain Oh no oh no oh oh"

My upcoming trip will be my fifth but it's so hard for me to believe that the first time I went to Pattaya was only two years ago. I'd been in a bad relationship for around four years that wasn't going anywhere. Every few months I'd walk away from it and vow it was over but within a few weeks we'd be back together. I was never happy with the situation and to be honest it was having a very negative effect on me. After years of no contact I'd gotten back in touch with my dad and we were getting on well. He could see the endless cycle I was going through and also the effect it was having. He'd been to Pattaya himself a few times before and so the next time me and Angie split up he told me he'd paid for my airfare to Thailand as an early birthday present. I as very excited at the prospect and signed up with a couple of forums in order to try and learn everything I could about the scene before I went. At the end of October as I walked out of Bangkok airport to find a taxi for Pattaya I thought I knew exactly what to expect from the experience, boy I was wrong... It all got off to a strange start when I first left my room on Soi Chaiyapoom. I walked a few minutes down to Soi Buakhow and almost immediately a scooted pulled up and I heard "Don't I know you from somewhere?". It was friend of mine from England who I'd lost track of a few years ago who was now living in Pattaya. I also remember the first bar I went into I was confused as a girl immediately grabbed onto me as I walked in and and didn't let go of me until I left. Over the next ten days I had an assortment of LT's, ST's and massages, an afternoon at Devil's Den, poisoned myself by accidentally drinking cleaning fluid, went to see the Buddha on the hill, got a couple of tattoos and fell in love (yeah, I know). I suppose looking back now the morning of my fifth day there was a pivotal moment when I was out walking and was grabbed by a ladyboy. As much as I politely declined and tried to get away she would not let go and continued to offer her services while molesting me. I finally broke free after what was probably only a minute but seemed more like an hour. As I walked away flushed and embarrassed I suddenly realised I had a hard on. I quickly found somewhere to sit to collect my thoughts and after trying to make sense of what just happened and wrestling with the idea of actually going back to her, I decided against it. Still the seed had been planted by her (so to speak) and my curiosity would continue to naggingly grow over the next six months until I returned to Thailand. So, my first time sure was a roller-coaster (as always) but at the time that trip felt like the best ten days of my life. It really had such an effect on me and I'll truly never be the same again. Back in the UK, I never went back to my ex. The last contact I had from her was a text calling me a 'fucking evil man'. That last knife in the back kinda got to me for a while but I think 'finally happy man' would have been more appropriate.

QI is one of my favourite programs, very funny and as the title suggest 'quite interesting'. As for the taste of sperm I honestly don't know why women dislike it so much. In the throes of passion it tastes fine (so I've been told).

Thanks for this, much appreciated.

Thank you for this info, I've passed it on to her. Look forward to it m8. Just trying to help this girl get a job at the moment though.

Does anyone know if any of the hotels in Pattaya are open to employing ladyboys? One girl I know would really like to work in a hotel and has only just started applying but has had no luck so far. She is intelligent and speaks very good English but will the fact that she is a ladyboy put employers off hiring her?

I can't see any reason why you should reply so angrily to Stealth007's post. This is a thread about freelancers and he simply gave his opinions on the subject. He mentioned the lack of barfines in passing as one of the factors but that was not the focus of his post. He didn't say that barfines are a bad thing and in fact started his post by advising people to use Agogo's for security reasons. It would have been a different matter entirely if he had been giving tips for people to arrange meeting bargirls after work simply to avoid paying the barfine and ranting on about how bars are evil but this is not the case. The freelancers deserve support as do the bars and neither need to be mutually exclusive. Personally I take at least 3/4 girls from bars but also take the occasional freelancer. Also I do not know either of you so this comes from an unbiased viewpoint. Can we just relax and get back to the original subject?

You're right to go with a Samsung, I upgraded to one after having an iPhone and have found both the phone and the Android platform to be a lot better in a number of ways. I couldn't go back to apple now.