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I welcome the candid views not so much the psychoanalysis and it seems I am guilty of both building myself up as the GOAT sissy monger and cutting myself down as an aging disillusioned monger. All I can say is that I try to share some humanity in my reports, including mine. I think it makes for more interesting reading, then just my trophy lists. If anything I am even more of a GOAT or of an AGING FOOL (depending on your POV of me) than my TRs convey because I do not report everything. Sometimes it's for lack of time, other times because I think it's not so relevant and other times I am not ready to share. For example: on this trip I met a supergorgeous 40+ish yo Russian MILF, but why would anyone believe me she is so gorgeous if I didn't post her picture, which I did not want to? No I did not fuck her. Plus I am not even sure what she is doing in TH ... Not prosti I don't think from what I see on her FB. Meeting her in Ko Phi Phi (she was there on a daytrip from Phuket where she lives in a villa with a pool) was one of the highlights of the trip and I can' stop thinking I should have pursued her in Phuket rather than go back to Patts. Then again she did not pursue me either. If I wrote about it could be extremely interesting to some readers or make me look like a fool to others who might point it out to annoy me. Similarly for the pics of some of my sex partners I no longer post or less explicitly so. It's not that I am afraid of being heroed. It's because some BMs just feel at liberty to comment on my partners in ways that cast doubt on my choices so I don't post such pics anymore. That's a lesson I learned the hard way at P Y and that has periodically repeated here with whiney BMs. Anyway, hope you think my TRs are worth your time reading them. As I keep saying, I do TRs because they make my trips more enjoyable and memorable also for me. If there were other BMs doing TRs I would stop because mine would become repetitive. But in the absence of such TRs, just think of mine as better than nothing and, whether or not I post all the info and pics I could, definitely more content-rich than anything else being done here or at the other Board with the witty code name that now self-corrects in this one.

Thanks PDoggg, thanks Bumblebee. This TR is not quite over because I will be back in Patts in April for a week (prior to continuing to the PH) and I will report on that return here since it will likely entail following up on my sissy crush from this trip and my Bon Bar harem. I will use this post to report on the hotels I stayed during the February trip, which may be of interest to prospective travelers: Sawasdee Siam - budget hotel located right at the heart of the mongering action on Buakhao. Cheap cheap 800 baht/night, spacious rooms but the beds are on the floor, which I am too old for. It's extremely noisy until 3 AM with classic rock live performances from the Rock Factory right across the street. Good swimming pool. The internet was spotty and the TV reception not very sharp with limited channels. I am glad I stayed there because it was my first time ever in Patts to stay further inland than Second Road, but I don't plan to stay there ever again. Penthouse Hotel - I made a point of staying at the reopened Penthouse now under Indian management as everything else on soi 13/4 (where all but the Penthouse used to belong to the same farang). As expected, the small-windowed rooms remain dark and feel cluttered by the fantasious decor and sex props I never used. The price (35 euros a night) was competitive with the other soi 13/4 hotels where I've also stayed over the last 2 years. They have a little outdoor pool now and free pool billiards table in the lobby. The inhouse gogo bar is GGs only and they are trying to be upscale. Did not hang out there much and did not try to barfine. The internet was also spotty and the farang TV was a few weird internet-delivered channels nobody wants to see. The breakfast included was pretty good a la carte from 4 or 5 options. I am glad I stayed there again after almost 20 years but I won't be coming back for another 20. I prefer rooms with windows that allow more natural light, as I don't just use the rooms for sex and sleep anymore. Twin Palm Bungalows in Ko Phi Phi - It was the cheapest on-the-beach accommodation I could find (40 euros a night) and it was accordingly basic. My room had a TV (other rooms did not) but the hotel cable or antenna were turned off. The internet was also spotty. The wildest beach parties in the island took place right in front of my room with loud noise from 8 PM til 4 in the morning, but it never bothered me. I guess I am used to falling asleep with the loud noise. At least the aircon worked very well or otherwise t would be a torture chamber. I was alone in Ko Phi Phi so it was OK to stay at the crappy bungalow. But if I go back I would want to bring a sleeping buddy and stay at a nicer hotel. Royal Twins in Pattaya is one of 3 dinosaur hotels off 2nd Road that I very much like to stay at (the other 2 are the Welcome Plaza and the Royal Palace). I love the spacious architecture from a gone by era (the 1970s-80s) and the rooms are rather big, well fitted and have balconies that allow plenty of light and views to the sea (not the back). I paid 40 euros with buffet breakfast included. The TV had good image but limited channels (Aljazeera and EuroNews). The internet was also spotty and this was my first trip ever to TH that I remember being bothered by constant problems with hotel internet. These hotels were top of the market when they were built, but now have become somewhat outdated, which is fine by me as I like the old feel to them. PDoggg had recommended here the P-Plus Hotel in the Buakhao area (around he corner from Chayapoom) and I just made reservations to stay there in April (30 euros breakfast for 2 included). I have gone by and it looks pretty good and has a pool. I will let you know in April how it worked out. Hope this helps.

I am now back in Europe resigned to stinky old pussy but will be right back in Patts 3 weeks from now as planned even before I decided to go on this trip, which as mentioned in the OP was a spur of the moment thing after a MILF broke my heart. I will continue to report here when I go back there, but for now I conclude this part by reporting on my last day, which was largely spent by myself organizing things while my newfound sissy crush went exercising on the beach and then to her room from where she never came back to mine again. We did meet that night as she did not go to her bar to be with me, so I thought I would treat her to a nice time and took her to Hollywood, which is a live music show with singers and dancers. It was packed in excess of 1000 people, and I was the only non-Asian I saw there (mostly Thais, and Chinese and Koreans as well). Admission is 600 baht per person with 2 drinks included and the food is also pricier and it was a waste of my money and good intentions as the sissy told me through the google translator that it was "very boring" there. I appreciate her candor and so much for my player move to take my prosti dates to a venue where regular young Thai people go. Worked before. Not this time. Not a big deal. I still like her and then we went to Bon Bar where I wanted to say goodbye to Tha but she wasn't there because she is in some kind of business dispute with her Korean ex and the animosity has escalated to the point she can't be at the bar all the time because she is dealing with charges and lawyers. Afterwards, my friend was very surprised and pleased when I gave her goodbye money while exempting her from further sex as I had to get back to the room and get ready for a taxi pickup at 5 AM. Then on my way back to the hotel, the Gods of Mongering cast a cruel play on me: I walked by a bar where I spotted what I think were 2 fresh-off-the-farm sissy twins that stopped me right on my tracks and as I stared were waving invitingly at me. A fresh pair of sissy twins I hadn't seen before nor seen reported at Pyongyang. And if they weren't sissies, then they had to be GG TWINS, which also would have strong appeal to me. Hélas! I was leaving to the airport in a couple hours and the clock had run out on me. Hope to find them when I'm back in one month. But then I will plan to reunite my Laos sissy crush and perhaps a gorgeous Russian 30 yo GG I did not mention here because I never got to fuck her. We just corresponded on Tinder and had a daytime coffee with me failing to ascertain if she is a prosti or a vacationer or both... still, she is a very beautiful caucasian woman and I would jump at the chance to nail her. I will close the TR with a photo of an awesome booze I discovered on this trip, that I did not know existed and I thought that at my age and drunken experience I knew all possible boozes. It's a sweetish whiskey liqueur but not like Bailey's that is more like a dessert. I hope to find here a place that sells it, because I never saw it in the free shops. Cheers.

To bugger or not to bugger? ... that is the question. Thanks RHH33. Today is my last full day in the Kingdom. Flying back tomorrow morning. Last night it became clear to me what the highlight of this trip was, specifically the sissy I previously mentioned as bona fide GFE material. I am talking about the sweet sissy who holds my cock all night and is eager for all forms of sex. We had been together 3 or 4 nights I believe, but having ignored or missed each other for the previous 2 nights she was the one who made sure to join me in the evening presumably skipping her bar duty for the privilege. I did not ask. All I know is that I was not asked to pay a barfine. In fact I was not asked to pay anything but she did not leave empty-handed this morning. And that was only for half an hour as she came right back to spend the rest of my time in TH with me. So last night, I was out and about making time for her to join me which she did at Delirious that was kinda quiet for a Friday night with no more than 15 sissies I counted. We then went to my room for me to deposit some last minute shopping I was carrying and we got the mutual cocksucking out of the way. Then went to Walking Street to eat and chill at the Rock House, but it was so full that the doorman declined to let us in seeing that one of us was a ladyboy, a Laotian on top. So we went instead to Insomnia where we ate and danced by the pale moonlight over the green alighted sea. My sweet sissy was clearly overjoyed to be drinking and dancing and said more than once how nice of me to bring her there. I confess that I too felt the joy, so much so that I decided to carry it on into the night by telling my friend Let's go to Juju!, the go-to night club on Buakhao after the bars close. She jumped at the idea expecting to find friends there. I feel I should mention that I rarely go to Juju (preferring the Walking Street clubs) because Juju only gets going like at 2:30 AM and that's just the way it is. Yesterday being Friday night and with all the crowded clubs we saw I thought perhaps Juju would get going a little sooner. But no. We got there at 1:15, we were not the first but all tables were empty except for those where the club's girl dancers were chilling as it was not worth it to get on their perches. Only at 2:30 AM did it start looking like a happenin' joint We left at 4 completely wasted and revelers were still coming. You may be wondering if it's a good place to score sissies and I'd say perhaps,... last night there were 5 upscale ones and I saw a geezer hitting on the cutest of them who at some point showed him 3 or 4 fingers (at 1,000 baht each?) after which the geezer let go of her. You'd be better going there for the women, but even so the hotter ones were probably more interested in just blowing their just-earned ST revenues than hitching another ATM. Back in the room, we found the focus to shower and wash and the moment we threw ourselves in bed she got hold of my cock and started guiding it to her intestinal nirvana and I was wondering if I should allow myself the barebacking self-indulgence and also if it would even slide in absent lubricant. But before I could make a decision she just conked out into drunken sleep with my cock remaining edged between her cheeks but no longer with the prospect of penetration. We just went to sleep holding each others cocks all night and in the morning the buggery was accomplished after like an hour of 69ing glorious morning erections. Here's some pics:

It's another beautiful day in the Kingdom and here I am in a posh hotel room all by myself again writing my innermost thoughts for an unlikely online micro-community of mostly strangers. And I am doing so today in a state that I can only describe as LOVESICK for a GG demimondaine (I can't bring myself to call this one a prosti) I met last night and was spellbound by her elegant beauty and intelligence. Here is how it happened: I have been almost a month in TH and uncharacteristically for me have fucked only 2 GGs and no more than once each (there was also the swiss graduate I made out with on the beach). And just walking around Patts one passes every day 100s of women offering their bodies and inevitably some very temptingly so. Just 2 nights ago I missed a chance to get easy carnal knowledge of an industrious bargirl in her 20s who as the shutters to her bar were being pulled down for the night and I happened to be passing by threw herself at me saying she wanted to come with me. I declined bc she was not the most attractive specimen plus I had a sissy on standby nearby but then felt I missed out as chances were I'd have a good time as is usually the case when they are the ones who feel and reveal their attraction to me. So last night I decided to go on the prowl for pussy. The hotel where I stay is on 2nd road towards the southern end so I just walked along it towards Myth Night Plaza and passed the bars where every night matronly women throw themselves at me on my way out mongering and pretend not to recognize me when I return hours later holding hands with a sissy. In one of those bars, there is a BBW one who I've been thinking about diving into but she wasn't there last night. I kept walking to Myth Plaza and did a full walk through the 2 aisles of bars to see if any woman would throw herself at me in a way that would make me want to stop and buy her a drink. It did not happen this time. I kept going to soi 8 where the few surviving bars seemed all but dead without prostis, and consequently farangs, then turned into the more livelier soi 7. At some point a clothes-selling street car caught my attention for its arrangement of the merchandise and I stopped to take a pic. It was not easy because of passers-by and a light on the background so took me like a minute or 2. When I was done with the pic and turn my eyes from the cellphone-camera what I saw was a fine delicate face of a Thai woman, the kind you don't expect to see in the cheap beer bars. I said something to her and she replied in also unexpectedly good English for such bars. She fetched me a beer but did not ask me to buy her a drink which I knew to offer. The more I looked at her the more I realized what an elegant beauty she was with a slim body that a farang teenage girl would envy and that made me think she was in her early 30s max, not the milfy 44 she revealed she was. Barfining was discussed; she gave me an OK LT rate with the proviso she had to leave at 8 am to go to BKK. I casually took a pic of her which she adamantly reacted to and I did not like it but did not insist (and then took another one surreptitiously when she was walking back from the counter). It was relatively early in the night so I proposed we go to Walking Street for a nice romantic dinner, but she further revealed her take-charge nature and steered me to a nearby also romantic restaurant (Cafe de La Plage) which I realized shortly after was intended to save us time and go to the room and get on with business. In the course of our dinner I kept marveling at her fine features (beautiful beautiful teeth) and ladylike demeanor and she seemed impressed with me also as at some point she was the one who asked if I wanted to come to BKK "tomorrow" with her? How could I say no? The prospect of going to a temple with a beautiful Thai woman is the ultimate sightseeing experience. She made clear I would not have to pay beyond the agreed LT. Ever the practical gentleman, I said I would pay for a car rather than the Ekamai bus she proposed we take. During the dinner I again tried to take a picture of her but she again refused this time specifying the reasons why: it could be detrimental to her and her eventual partner in a future relationship. While on the topic, she made extra-clear she would not be allowing any sort of pics in the room. After dinner, we took a Beach Road baht bus and walked soi 13/2 back to my hotel. At the hotel front desk, for the first time ever, they did not make my night companion register which she matter-of-factly said was "because I look like good family Thai lady with my boyfriend." I was impressed. Once in the room she showed how much of a take-charge lady she really is. She fastidiously washed and made me wash to her specs. She was not shy about showing her beautiful naked body that I repeat is that of a skinny teenage girl with little firm breasts I could not wait to get my mouth on and on that shaved tiny pussy of hers that made her look like she was in the age-cohorts we cannot mention here (I repeat: she said she was 44 and showed me pics of her daughter in college). In bed she looked to me like a virgin princess waiting for her first kiss, a fantasy that crashed when she made clear she does not kiss the customers. That's an erection killer for me, notwithstanding the Kamagra, and took me a while to get it going. She also tried dodging giving me a blowjob saying I was dirty from the KY she herself had applied to give me a 30 second weak-grip handjob. After cleaning me with a baby wipe, she did eventually suck me for a minute or 2 and when I was finally starting to rise to the occasion she abruptly stopped as if I had exceeded my allotted time. I knew if I fussed Mr. Stiffy would go away for the night so I rushed to put the condom and get it over with. I marveled at her beautiful little body spread under mine, but not being able to kiss her angel face continued to weigh on my mind so after 5 minutes or so of the most beautiful starfish I ever saw in my life I pulled out, told her to seat on my face, sealed my mouth to that jewel of a pussy and jerked myself to orgasm. (How I wish I had a pic of that!). Afterwards, I told her I had changed my mind about BKK and she could stay and sleep until morning or go away right away with 500 baht deducted from the agreed LT. She chose the latter. I did the tough guy thing, but inside I was crying. I still am. Beautiful, beautiful woman. These are the only 2 pics I have of her taken in the bar:

PS to the post above: At Emmy's country-western party I requested the DJ to play a favorite country song of mine that for the last 20 years has helped me keep hope and focus in the face of the adversities of life. Thailand, Philippines, Madagascar, etc are my some beaches somewhere now that I am no longer in the rat race... Some beach, somewhere... There's cold margaritas and hot señioritas smiling with long dark hair On some beach, somewhere e

Another night, another buggered sissy... But first I went to the country-western themed party at Emmy's which I don't think was thrown to celebrate any particular occasion, but rather to keep the inner circle of customers motivated. That's why I go to such parties when I am in town, as otherwise I see no reason to go there for the talent which for the last 5 years has consisted basically of Teya who is a great femboy fuck but does not stay the night. Still I remain attached enough to Emmy back to the day when I was barfining nightly one exquisite sissy of hers (Mona) alternating with another who was an insatiable sex machine (Tiger). It's remarkable how long Emmy's bar has survived on what I can only reckon are very low sales. Last night, despite the party, there was a maximum of 7 farangs including myself and the DJ who stayed out of sight playing his carefully curated playlist for the benefit of the other 6 of us, plus another 7 or 8 Thai sissies who would not be able to tell Willie Nelson from Dolly Parton. I brought 2 sissies of my own to the party, the older one being an impulse thing when she asked to come along as the younger one and I walked past her bar on Chayapoom. I had meant to bring Lily along, but just as I arrived at Cindy's she was being barfined and heading to the ST room like a swan to the hogs. I could have waited but felt it would send a message of eagerness and subservience on my part. The 2 I brought instead seemed to be enjoying the party (free food and the beers on my tab) but after like an hour I thought better move along or they might decide to bill me for their time. Took another Bolt back to Buakhao, had another beer at Tha's and then felt I better pick one of the sissies to hold on to during the night. When in doubt, pick they hairyest-ass one.

The figure in the front looks to me to be a Japanese GG head and possibly her nude body on an AI-generated or photoshopped image. If you look closely at the cocks they don't connect seamlessly to the crotches and the proportion of the first figure is gigantic relative to the others that are supposedly right next to her. Fake pic.

I agree bumblebee. A major factor of enjoyment of other punters' TRs is recognizing places and sissies and contrasting the OP's experience with our own. It's a chance to relive our own fond memories and dream about coming back... Another sissyhole we both shafted hey barforth! Honestly I did not even know her name was Carissa. I thought she had told me something more Thai-sounding that I forgot as soon as in my mind she made me think of Tiger Woods. With me after "the event" there were no signs of "affectionate" or "chatty" the absence of which led me to make her the half price offer for her to get out of our LT agreement. Last night I went by Bon Bar and Tiger Woods was standing out front with the others hustling the passers-by. When she saw me coming with another sissy she looked away, did not respond when I said hello, and by the time we sat down to order our drinks she had disappeared from sight for the whole hour or so we were there. There is no chance she was barfined in the interim 20 seconds. Did she just walk out of her job into the soi because she saw me? if so, why ? can she even do that ? I certainly dared not ask Tha. You betchum, Red Ryder! Read on Sooooo: .... having spotted pristine femboy sissies, I was right back at Delirious the next night and I got there early to eat my dinner right there (ordered from a restaurant down the soi) with a nice Lao Dark. It gave me a chance to see several of the sissies reporting for duty and changing into their barely-there work outfits (not all). At around 21:30 I counted in excess of 20. Fewer than the 30+ the night before but still a very impressive total sure to outnumber farangs on non-event nights. What breaks my heart about that bar is that there are 3 sissies I had over the last 2 years such special times with and they are not talking to me, not even looking my way. I am talking about the stunningly beautiful Fang, the whacky femboy Pepsi, and another one I forgot the name. Fortunately my longtime crush default sissy at Delirious--Beauty--is always ready to come drink with me fondling my cock through my trousers the way she knows I like it. But why do the others stopped talking at me? Maybe they came to resent me for having given me to good a time at too low a price ? Maybe I was heroed for posting their pics here ? If the latter, no one has ever confronted me with it... Anyhooo, when the time came I took the sissy I had come for and we had a most wantonly night. She has this scrumptious budding boobies like a flat chested teenage girl, which she said were all natural as she claimed not to take any hormones. Her rock hard cock surely attested to that and the sex was pretty good. She stayed the night but in the morning woke up before me and asked to go. I was disappointed to waste my glorious morning log but did not feel like asking her to stay and thought I'd offset my loss with a cash saving of not tipping her. Then last night I took one of the sissies I had been with prior to going to Ko Phi Phi. We hang out at Bon Bar and at Delirious and at 1:00 AM went to Juju but there was barely anyone there so we came to the room. The sex with this one is awesome, she loves to be fucked, and again we both fell asleep afterwards with my dick still inside her. Took it out later in the middle of the night. No chance of it coming out accidentally as her anus really grips it and in fact was quite painful for me to pull out with the KY having dried or been absorbed by the rectum tissue ... In the morning that's when the Kamagra kicked in and she just devoured my cock perhaps to prevent it from impaling her again but she made it seem like she was the one who really enjoyed sucking it, which she did, we did, for over half an hour in the 69 position. That's all for today folks.

I am now past the midpoint of this trip which is time enough to gauge whether " this is a different kind of trip? " (for me) the title I had chosen for this TR at the outset. So far I have been with no less than 10 different sex partners so from the promiscuity angle It may look to the reader of my body or work as more of the same. But perhaps the reader too noticed that there is less joy and brazenness in my reports of the encounters. That's what I had in mind when I chose the title ... as I knew my hunger for unparalleled sex has changed. The frequency with which I now come to Asia, the aging of body and mind I cannot escape, a series of liaisons with a number of women my age and from my culture, brushes with death all have chipped away at the joyous exuberance these mongering trips were about... As repeatedly noted in my TRs, it is I who wants the prostis to stay LT but in this trip I have sent away a few who would have stayed the night otherwise. But if they don't seek my company other than for the pay, then I can not accomplish the bonding that more than the sex itself quenches my thirst for the experience. The episode with my BKK sissy is telling of such expectations of bonding that magically happened initially, but with time abated into the disappointment of our 24 hours together here in Patts. Well, last night after getting rid of the BKK sissy, the old Rom came back with the old magic. Here are the highlights: I went to check on the sissy I had reported to have given me 2 nights of intense GFE sex. She was there and so happy to see me. I told her I'd be back to barfine her. I did not. I stopped by at Bon Bar for dinner (from the restaurant next door) and they have a blasian (black + asian) sissy I've had in the crosshairs. She gave me the attention and quite the LT rate so I pulled the trigger perhaps prematurely and barfined her but told her to wait me in the bar. Then I went to Cindy's and STed the only one sissy there I allow myself to fuck since she gives me her company at such length and discount that were I to fuck others she would lose face and I her favour for sure. Then I went to Delirious and ... wait for it ... I counted 34 sissies on site. 34! and I may have missed some in their changing area. There were at least 8 newly arrived faces. Fresh off the farm femboy types One immediately got my attention and I bought her her first ever lady drink. She did not even know she was supposed to go fetch and afterwards just marveled at seeing her name printed on the tab. I would have been her first barfine ever had I not just done one less than an hour before. But wait! it gets better I also bought the first drink ever for her Issaan hometown bestie a very feminine sissy. When I mentioned a possible 3sum they were overjoyed at the prospect of being together through the ordeal and when I asked what their joint price would be they quoted me one so absurdly low that it was probably a misunderstanding in translation. I thought of writing off Tiger Woods barfine, but it might lead to subsequent tension including with Tah the owner who has been treating me like a king with free drinks since I gave Bon Bar the 2024 Bar of the Year Romscar. Btw, that other red wine bottle I did not give the BKK sissy I gifted it to Tah yesterday. On my way back through Chayapoom an under-30 Thai lady threw herself at me asking me to take her overnight and it broke my heart to disappoint her and deprive myself from a well-above-Chayapoom-average in attractiveness and sweetness. So I retrieved Tiger Woods from Bon Bar and took her to the room where she just got right into bed in her undies. Bad sign. I told her she had to shower first, then me. At that point I realized the sex was not going to be GFE so might well make the most of it which I did sucking on her black meat for a while and then buggering her while she grimaced in pain, which seemed unlikely since it went in like a knife through butter. Ejaculations occurred and Tiger Woods positioned herself to sleep with her back towards me and I knew she was not the kind who holds my dick all night so I made her the Rom offer I have programmed for such occasions: she could leave right away but would get only half of the agreed LT rate. Sometimes they hesitate because of the foregone earnings. But Tiger Woods took it on the spot and went back to Bon Bar. I have been holding back on pics because of the unpleasantness last week and the frustration that my pics keep being used against me by whiney BMs, but If I dont show them here who am I going to ever show them to? So, some pics from last night, including one with a frontal shot of me.

Thanks PDoggg. I also thought about it that way ... making out with a blonde just graduated from college on a beach to the sound of loud music like I was her age is far more exceptional than the hardcore sex 3sums and moresums I routinely have with the prostis... but man, how I wish I had closed that deal... Prior to the kissing, we had exchanged FBs (at my request allegedly to see her pics from her pirate boat trip to a nearby islet) and just yesterday we messenger-chatted a little and I invited her to come visit me after we both get back to Europe. She did not say no. Asked if she could bring a friend... I said OK, but not a boyfriend please. She put a smiley face. We are both props in each other's TRs. Thanks DM & PG. Her attitude soured since we first met 5 years ago but she is not a bad person and I would not want to punish her further by not giving her the return bus fare, which would also have resulted in a scene since she would not have the required 400 baht. Moreover, it was not just her attitude that turned me off but also I felt much less physically attracted to her as she has aged in a masculine somewhat coarse way. So yesterday, I stayed in the room all day until 17:00 when she finally woke up and instantly demanded to go eat. That's when I told her to go eat on her way to BKK because I had to leave TH in 2 days and wanted to be by myself (I am not leaving but helps to save face and avoid escalation). She just accepted she had to leave but annoyed me one last time by taking a long shower, drying her hair, slowly packing her few things while I just stood there tense and on alert. I had actually brought her 2 bottles of red wine sold packed tightly in a double-box, so what I did was take one bottle out and place in its slot an open 50 baht wine cooler (SPY brand) she had taken the day before from my stash without asking, drank just a sip and left the rest. I understand her regretting having to hang out with old men on sex vacations and having lost the sweetness and deference from when we first met. But to want to impose her will over mine in all kinds of small things and especially in the sack was a deal-breaker. I am glad she left because what followed was a great night of sissy action.

It's been 4 days since my previous post and I have to report what is the most remarkable ever achievement of my 30+ years mongering in TH and that is that I have managed to remain 5 days and 5 nights without fucking or having any other kind of sex with anyone. The most I managed was making out on the beach and feeling the tits of a mid-20s yo farang GG who was charmed by my adorable daddy ways when we danced on the beach, but after like 15 minutes (?) making out she just left with her friends all chuckling at me broken-hearted and blue-balled. It was my last night. Perhaps if I had stayed I would have managed the next day to separate her from her group and taken her to my bungalow. But then again... I have a child older than her... Other than that, my stay in Ko Phi Phi was eventless and I used the time to do some gift shopping, series watching, beach walks and exotic cocktails. Went into the sea once. The 5th night of celibacy was last night after I got back to Patts and I am the only one to blame for it. You may recall that my Ko Phi Phi plan was to bring a cute BKK sissy I have known since 2019, but at the last minute she did not show up at the airport (and I wasted the 5Kb for her airfare) because she had got a skin rash from eating oysters. The allergy may be a good enough reason BUT prior to that she could have joined me in Patts 2 or 3 nights before but she also had excuses that already made me suspect she was not that eager to be with me as she had conveyed in her pre-trip messaging that led me to work the Ko Phi Phi escapade into this trip. So, while I was there she said she would join me in Pattaya after I got back and I, against my best judgment and interest, agreed out of that sense of duty I have towards friends even whores. We had a nice reunion dinner in Walking Street (where she over-ordered dishes without clearing with me or asking if I liked them) then we went chill at Bon Bar and back at the room not too late, but once there she focused on smoking on the balcony, drinking my reposado tequila bottle, and voraciously eat from my stash of roasted peanuts that I thought were going to last the trip. When she finally got to bed I knew sex was not gonna happen, but she did not even seek to touch me or let me touch her. I tried in the morning holding her dick but she unceremoniously told me to stop. It is now 2 PM and she is still sleeping here by my side and I am going to let her sleep all she wants, but when she wakes up I am going to ship her straight back to BKK with no more than 1K cash to cover the bus fares from/to Ekamai and with one very nice bottle of red wine that I brought for her from Europe and that here might cost in excess of 3K. I was going to give her 2 but I am saving it for someone who last night gave me the hit-on-me signals. I knew better than to think the fun and sexy times I had with this sissy in 2019 (when she came with me to Patts and to Phuket) could be repeated. I had already some evidence from subsequent encounters in BKK where she spent the night but was eager to get back in the morning. Only at the time she was focused on her bakery manager job and I thought that seemed reasonable. But now she has been "looking for a job" and although still a good person I think, she has matured into seeing an old farang like me just for the ATM part. I should have nipped it in the bud declining pointblank when she asked to come to Patts. Then I had another chance when after I informed her I had landed in BKK, she casually instructed me to "send (her) a car to drive me(her) to Patts". I was pissed and should have told her not to come, but said only "No! Take the bus or don't come"... "sorry sorry I take bus I want to be with you." The bottom line is that this sissy has gone goofy on me. Let her sleep until the cleaning ladies knock on the door. Then she becomes one of those I will never see again.

thanks there PG you wrote some nice stuff about me and gave some useful tips for here Ko Phi Phi. I actually recalled passing the hair salon you mentioned but I had not seen any sissies around. I went by again today and still none, but it was too early in sissy time. Other than that, I tried my luck with Tinder but there only came up 3 Thai MILFs here in the island and none of them has so far matched back my likes. I was hoping for a farang Tinderella vacationing here but none came up. There are 100s of attractive women seemingly without male travel companions but they are with other women and the young ones would not throw themselves at me. Young or old, I would need to create a situation where I get to talk to them and show what an interesting, cosmopolitan mature gentleman I am. But if I stay in my room writing for ladyboy boards and binge-watching Outlander it's not likely to happen. I have however already one sure fuck prospect which is a dodgy massage parlor from where a MILF popped out at the sight of me to say she would do happy ending and "everything". (I must have MONGER written all over my face). Did not ask her if she would do anal and how much? but asked if she would come to my room and she said she would. I went by again today and there she was throwing herself at me. There were 2 other equally bland middle aged ladies neither of who paid any attention to me, so I wonder if this is a case of a single prosti in the island? To sum up my first 24 hours, yesterday I chilled in the room from the trip and at night went out drink margaritas just sitting watching a fiery beach party that felt fake to me, I slept OK and went to the beach as soon as I woke up, had a brunch there, wet my feet, walked around the labyrinth of shops a bit and returned to the room at 14:00 as it gets too hot and sunny to be out there. If I wasn't alone I'd go for 1 or 2 of the day tours, but since I am I prefer to just hang out in the room and the bars nearby. Maybe something lucky will happen... I first came to Ko Phi Phi circa 1995 on a day trip from Phuket and it was nowhere near as frequented as it is now. Just little bungalows on the beach and a handful of small shops and restaurants. I came again on another day trip in 2006 and already there were contiguous shops and restaurants, but nothing like now where the Indian merchants have taken over and it's basically a huge street market here packed with European tourists from all over Europe. In contrast to Pattaya, I saw not a single Indian or Chinese tourist so far. I would not have come here alone if I'd known my intended travel companion would not come. But since I am here already might as well enjoy the Ibiza-like vibe and the celibacy if it comes to that. Cheers.

Barforth, if you were a sissy ... and 40 years younger ... I'd soooooo barfine you... smiley face like. Thanks bro. You were great support at LBP and here you just spoke the words of wisdom I need to hear... Let it beeeeee...oh let i beeee... You too sir are a gentleman. Sometimes i think we are so different in our sissy hunting approaches. You take showers with them, fuck them and toss'em out. I do not take showers with them so they are at ease to clean the piping and make all the noise that goes with it, and I beg pay them to stay the night. Hey. I guess we have in common the part where we fuck them. Party on maatje!... smiley face like. As I mentioned, I am in Ko Phi Phi where I unknowingly yet masterfully picked the national lampoon animal house equivalent of the local hotels right on the very beach where night beach fire parties take place til 3 AM I was told. If only I was not alone... or 40 years younger. plenty of hot by themselves farang girls on the beach but they are all young enough to be my daughters... in a way I am glad I am not getting laid. I actually could have with a Thai MILF. I'll report tomorrow. In the meantime I found the best 90 baht margaritas in the Kingdom Basically straight tequila with one ice cub and one drop of lime juice plus that touch of Cointreau. Strong! As they say in Canada: Fuck Trump; I mean: Laissez les Bons Temps Rouler. I am going to sleep despite the noise on the beach.

Thanks for the kind words and "pass" bumblebee. Let me just make clear that I don't consider I am doing any favors to anyone with my posts and TRs. I do it out of personal recreation as I am a bit of a born performer and relish the interest and acclaim of my peers. Of course in all walks of life (not just ladyboy boards) there are bitter types who resent others shining and seek to sabotage, which a BM here recently did with such vicious notoriety using my own posts to that effect. I am not saying this to nag or take it out on the Board by holding back my content, but try to impress that one BM's right to express critical opinions can not come at an existential cost to the Board in terms of quality ladyboy pics and other media, which is precisely the type of content a ladyboy board thrives on and the opinionated BM types make a point of never contributing. Anyway ... such types will be happy with today's TR news. I am writing this from Ko Phi Phi where I arrived this PM ... ALONE! I had for over a month been planning this getaway with a dear BKK sissy who was supposed to have joined me in Patts for my last 3 nights there. She first delayed her arrival 1 night saying she had work (she is a bakery chef). Then she delayed another night because her sister was taken to the hospital. Then she did not come my final night because she had eaten oysters and got a skin rash allergy. The last chance was for us to meet me this morning at Don Muang check-in to Krabi but the rash had worsened overnight and just this morning she told me she wasn't coming. If you are wondering (as I am) if this was all some kind of scam on her part? ... all I can say is that she is not getting a penny out of it. Yes I wasted 5000 baht on her non-refundable RT airfare, but would have given her and spent on her way more than that if she had come. l also brought her 2 bottles of high quality red wine plus other little gifts from Europe that now will be left with the Pattaya sissies instead. She has a demanding low paying job and does not get other chances for a paid beach vacation like the one I was going to provide. I am posting below the photos she sent me of her rashes. She is the one who edited her face out so I can't be sure it's her. That body looks scary skinny. More skinny than I remember. Hope it is not something worse... A trip to TH is not just beer, beach and buggery. Shit happens. And a TR is about that also.