on my last few trips to Thailand I am happy to go to the airport and come home, even sometimes changing my flight for a earlier date.
unheard of ten years ago when it was fresh.
Like everyone's comments here its due to a combination of things, not least my age and the competition from the twenty something's who are dead straight but fancy stepping into the darkside when in Thailand. Witnessed this myself last time I was in Obsession.
any way had my heart broken a few times, have spent thousands, had great times, had scary times, In hindsight? Wouldn't change a thing