To keep it short. Visited Thailand last December. Part of the visit involved a bus trip. One of the guides was a LB. I fell for her!!!!!!!
We have chatted since then and I managed a return visit in October. Took her for a two day trip to Pattaya and that is when I had one of those could have been should have been great times, but it wasn't quite.
Shortly after arriving at the hotel our 2 pre booked massage girls turned up. Had a great massage!. Then into bed for what I thought was going to be a fantastic time. After a time of me trying to get things going she suddenly sat up, jumped on top of me and wanked madly until she cried out, I am going to cum!, Man did she cum. It shot all over my head I have never seen anything like it.
The problem was, that that was it. Nothing else for the 2 days. I felt absolutely gutted.
Here is me with all these thoughts of what might have been and feeling totally frustrated!. The only response I got when questioning why the lack of action was for her to say that she felt she was cheating on her BF!!!!.
Damn, she knew the setup before we went!. We are still friends and chat most days. She has broken up with the BF and my question is, do I try again????????.
She is great company apart from the lack of full on sex that we did not have. She is a top and I am ok with that, all though I would rather she was versatile. I have fallen for her even after what happened!. She is beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
Do I give up the dream or not?.