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I am starting this thread because the Board needs a distraction from politics and maybe feuding BMs will put things into perspective once they see the mongering predicament I find myself in and the underlying tragedy for the sissy involved and for countless farangs who will never have a chance to enjoy him like I did. I may or may not later ask PD to merge this thread with a TR I started. It will depend on the course it takes... You may (not) recall that I had planned to go to Thailand last Christmas (2021) but canceled due to the emergence of Delta covid and the peaking of the pandemic in Thailand and the tight restrictions in place. I had even started a TR and announced the ladyboys on my bucket list, all but 2 of whom I had been with before and left me fond memories. If you want to recap the whole spiel read it here: http://www.ladyboyreview.com/index.php?/topic/9743-rompocalypse-now/ Of all those target ladyboys, there was one I wanted the most to be with because we've stayed in close touch for the last 2 years despite me giving him a hard time last time we were together when I sent him packing in the middle of the night (you can read the details in the link above). That and the fact that he had a humongous cock on his skinny ass frame... It was like one of the best kept cock secrets of Thailand as I never read (at PY) about other mongers spotting him... Now comes the doom and gloom: I just found out that last week he got the chop... I had no idea he had planned it. I mean: SHE had planned it. My well hung belle is now a postie. Now here's my dilemma: I have no interest in post-ops and find the engineered vaginas outright repugnant. But I am a man of my word and had promised to take her to Phuket and it will break her heart if I don't (she knows I am coming in September) as a result of a decision that I know is so important for her and implies such self-sacrifice. Moreover, sex reassignment surgery is followed by months of managing the new vagina so it does not scar-close on itself and my friend will be too busy inserting all kinds of protheses in there. Perhaps I can still fuck her ass but it risks tearing the outer vagina surgeries. There is no way I am going to stick my cock or tongue in that creepy surgery meat so sex prospects for us are kissing and hugging, me getting BJs and asslicking. She is sweet but speaks barely any English which makes her not much of an activities companion. I think I will be just stuck with her in bed all day healing and needing my nurturing care. So there you have it. What would you do? What do you think I should do considering I am not as selfish as everybody thinks I am? She is in great physical pain and emotionally very vulnerable. I close with a couple pics of that magnificent cock that is no more...